Give me a wish..

Ain't it strange...YOU and this mighty world of your
The more you give, actually the more I starve for

When I was young,I wanted to be older
now When I'hv grown,I wish to be a kid again

When there was Sun...I longed for rain
But I cried for Spring...when rain came,

when spring prevailed..I urged for an autumn
and when leaves left...I demanded bright Sun


When I needed Love...you gave me pain
And all my prayers were gone in vain

But then only once Luck....showed up to me
When days became lovely & nights dreamy

I embraced it all & grasped it tight
and then you left me...alone and deprived

When I worshiped you...you always betrayed me
when I betrayed you...you gave me everything
except...
I was not me anymore... I was lost...

Now..I don't ask you for anything
But you have to fulfill .....my this very single wish...
Either..let me know really ,what can make me happy
Or,make me way,I can be happy with whatever you give.