Patterns...

fi Time : 4.25am...feeling fresh.dim light in room...silence...though its still dark ...an illusion of morning is spread all over.Smell of very fresh morning breeze...coming through window...

A thought strikes me...."dsnt everything in this world follow a set pattern ?....it goes along a set path....smtimes a cycle..a loop...smtimes its js a straight line.....and thats what make evrything go normal..natural...

In other words....nothing is permanent in this world...nothing is stable...everlasting...everything varies...changes..our emotions..our priorities..our relationships..

" Life is continuous....yet never stable...its everchanging.."

Lets start from nature...Rules of nature are the best example I think to get the pulse of life...coz they are clear and live...

Earth revolves around its axis...completes its one circle and what we get is One day .It keeps going on...

Take one year...following same pattern.....when earth revolves around Sun ..it makes One year. And it keeps going on..

the same way we get different seasons...

Being a science student,have read many cycles..food,water,nitrogen,oxygen ...etc etc....but lets not consider all that boring stuff here...

Coming to point..."Life"..thats what we all dearly seek to define and understand....

Man comes here...an infant..he needs someone to get his works done,definitely parents...until he starts understanding things...learns expressing himself.....then increasingly he becomes able to do alot of things by himself.

But what happens after 60-70 years ...he gets into the same state once again...he gets old....and once again he needs someone to get his works done..this time,surely his children...(though if he is lucky enough)

Its difficult to guess why God has made life this way....wouldn't there be any other way ,men could live..

we sleep...we get up...we sleep...we get up...and if thers a gap occasionally....then again...this cycle carries on...nothing halts for anyone...ever..
we cry...we smile...we again cry....we again laugh....

we meet...we like...we love...we frown...we argue...we fight....we cry....we pursuade...then again we love...






and these incessant cycles...loops...lines...give life
the driving force that keeps it moving all the way..throughout...











is it what called life..... !!

It Works.....wonders!

Scene 1.
she said "D,your eyebrows look great,from where do you get it shaped?" I ,at once jumped from bed,approaching the mirror.Very minutely checking my eyebrows,left...then right one..then both together...ooh,yes yar,they look good,this time the parlour girl has done good job.Giving her a bright smile i replied,"yea...i get it done from Chung-Li.She does really well."
As i bade goodbye to my cousine,i ran to mirror again,smiled..i found my face attractive.Don't know if really there was something better this time,or it was just an effect of one charismatic remark.

Scene 2.
We were in college...umm..no,i think she was here at my home,she was about to join gym,said",yar i wanna be like you.So that i can wear these stylish tops with jeans.I delighted somewhere inside....awesome feeling.

Scene 3.
We(our group)participated in Fresher's party.We started preparing a dance performance for our juniors.I choreographed it,though all my friends contributed.And even during auditions,teachers got so much impressed with our dance.People were approaching us to wish that we had done so well.We really were high in spirits those days.Wonderful moments of my life.

So many incidents,that remind me of my uniqueness.Thanks to those,who care to fulfill my this very sacred indigence,though unwittingly.What i think is,actually we all dearly starve for praise.Atleast i am one of those,who love getting +ve remarks.Whether its being done directly to me,or any of my possessions.I'hv seen people,they,if are said something good,would try to pretend,they really don't care,but observing ,you'll find how their nose twitch a li'l, their cheeks get a li'l pinkish.I think they doubt if one is making fun of him.
Start praising your loved ones,the people near you....Well,I do.Naa..Let me clear,it has nothing to do with falttery,i just remind them of their good things,try to raise their confidence higher.I mean , if i can add something good to their life,why shdn't i? I gladden them coz I love them and I want them to know their strengths.That's all.

Let me start..

Let me tell you the story behind this title.I had been thinking about writing for a long time.One of my good friends, advised me,i should start only if i can write like a celebrity writer.And it killed all my confidence and deep desire to write anything.I almost started pulling out this thought of writing from my mind and heart.But some days back,my so very conscious mind told me,See am not going to take part in any writing contest,am going to write because i want to.Then why should i bother to write so artistically.So i am all set to pen dowm my thoughts and experiences here.And trust me i have so many things in mind.Meet you in my next post.till then ,tc.