Being 22 SomeOne

This year only left me being 22 someone..hmm,its not only about figures or time,but more about the growing process...growing at mental,social and perhaps so many levels.The world around me is changing at tremendous speed.

This year is perhaps my last year in home.Completing my bachelors,would be leaving for job in next 5 months.It kind of attracts me but at the same time leaves me bit nervous.A totally new world is waiting for me out there.Being a gal would never be able to live with these people,the way've been since past 22 years...depressing..but helpless.As they say "to move on" is what called Life.Lets see what life has in its grand and auspicious store for me.

• I dont find myself as a kid anymore,childhood is just on leaving edge...and youth has already made its presence.I am in phase of transitions..each day..sometimes, more than once in a day.It's quite intresting and at the same time scaring too that I know I will not b thinking the same way on a thing, the way I think now.There are things,people,relationships about which my perceptions have got totally changed in a small span of time..less than a year.
  
  
• First I had my eyes only..then I practised to use my own perceptions...experiences came in addition...then learned to trust the exsistance of exceptional cases..and gradually following the process,seeing things using all the affecting factors..now I can see the picture on a broader canvas..my strong sense of right and wrong is fading...as you grow you gain flexibility in thoughts....you tend to believe almost everything is possible and one most important thing that nothing is really wrong in this materialistic world.Nothing really surprises me now...yeah!Nothing...
  
• Life is quite confusing for me this time.There are so many temptations all around..to be bad is the easiest thing in this world.And to remain what you are is the toughest,this world doesn't allow you to be like that.People change...yes,everyone.Someone told me once,"do change...changes should always be embraced as far as they are improvements",nice thought,I wish I can remember this throughout my life.


• I see people around me running...just running .. after opposite sex,love,good looks,money,and more money,everyone is trying to accompany the high society life..show offs are at peak this time,..I doubt if they know what exactly they are chasing for.Perhaps I too may not know what I want out of my life but I have a clear vision what I don't want to loose in this race.
• I don't want to loose the real me.

I wish to have one life so that I may not regret of anything when I reach to my sixties.