am nowhere

I am completely unable to understand where my life is going..what it wanna let me see and experience.Two strong pillers of my life...'hv been holding me tight ...making me stable...and I dont find any of them now...they both have atonce....left me all alone in this world.

I dont remember if I did anything wrong to anyone.
The selfishness of this world has torn me apart...the selfishness of people who still try to make me believe in their love,care and affection for me.
Lies...lies..lies...
"I Love you" really aint the words I wanna hear anymore...not atleast once.These seem to be the most fake words.Coz the assurance they give to you ,more they make you dependent on them.I always say to people I love,that am always there for you,but there isnt a single person who can say this to me now.

I feel so lonely...