Somethings we never know..

Some people come into your life to change your perceptions..specially about you.To prove you wrong each time you make an impression about them in your mind.Each time when you start believing your conceptions,they prove you wrong..they leave you puzzled...sometimes smiling..on no one else but yourself only and your logic.


After two years of obvious silence,he called me to wait in canteen ,through one of his friend.And First thing striked to me was..now what?I tried remembering on my way to canteen,if I had done anything in near past that can affect him anyhow..but,certainly I didn't find anything.And I was there with two of my friends(gals)...yea..I had to be there.He peered through the canteen door joints.And after some formal talks,as we had nothing much to talk about,he said,"am Sorry...sorry,for what all happened.there's nothing in my heart now.Everything is perfectly okay from my side."(with smile,a kind of ,when you feel more guilt while saying sorry,that too for a stupid thing).I too smiled,said,"oh..its OK yar."
Pause...
"ok..then,bye."
"bye."
And everything was fine now...well,not really.

We had some foolish but heated arguments once,and things got worse,more than we ever could imagine.I cried..allot.Though we had nothing to have an hatred for each other...that too for so long.
Yet silently we decided not to talk...we never did.

Though we were never best or good friends either...but just friends.Though people around us used to make stories(you know...as in college they tend to know..kiska-kis ke sath etc,anyways people have got full right to have their part of gossips),that hardly bothered to any of us.

I think whenever you go to a new institute or company,you remain quite interested in meeting,talking and knowing people ,with a hidden purpose of finding how they are,and with whom you can b friends.Consciously/unconsciously you tend to guess their nature.I was never interested in this,really..but do not remember ,even today,how we started talking to each other.

He is the only person who left me puzzled in the same way,no matter what I think of him.Now I can't say anything about him,confidently...except.."He is Strange." He doesn't talk much,but at times he did.He is gentle..but he had been the most harsh person too.He is intelligent..but he lost his one year,I doubt if he did it consciously..yeah..he can.He is quite introvert...yet sometimes I found him a confused soul.So..here I am still can't say anything surely abut him.
Don't know...but there is something strange between us.I don't know him well..yet I can feel a bond..emotional one.We haven't talked to each other since past two years,no call,no message..nor we are going to.But somehow I know , if ever I get into a trouble,and he gets to know..then he will be the first person to lend me a hand of help and the same is with me.I never want him to get hurt.I wish him to be always safe,healthy ,wealthy and blessed.


Somethings in life are beyond words..definitions..imaginations..logics.